Just Me

Blogging.. Definitely not an easy task, How i was inspired!

2010-01-04T09:43:00.000-08:00

Well, when i started blogging, i thought that writing was an easy task. To say, i thought "Its got to be easy, because i am going to write wat i am thinking and so there need not be an effort to create anything new". How wrong i was!!

Firstly, though i think a lot, i am not convenient in writing all that i think. Secondly, once my thinknig takes the form of words sometimes it looks silly to me. I know that even wat i m writing now is silly, but still.. i am posting it. Thirdly because there are no readers :P. Still i write because it makes me feel good, expressing my thoughts to particularly no one but to anyone who is interested.

As i ve mentioned in my previous post, i love reading. It so happened, that when i had no work to do in office and was simply bored to death, my friend gave me links of some very interesting blogs. On reading, i was inspired :). I was simply inspired by the fact that, it was not the content that urged me to read on, it was the narration, it was the imagination, it was simply the style of the bloggers. It was very simple yet so interesting. Soon i was reading wat the bloggers had to say about themselves and happenings of their life. It was like getting to know someone, a complete stranger through their words.

We look at evry thing from our own perspective. I am no exception, i looked at everything with my perception. On reading the blogs of some people, i learnt there are so many different ways to look at things. Believe me it was exciting. The things are the same, but the way u look at it makes big differences. The same old things, were no longer boring. Life though was not really interesting, seemed interesting.

So thanks to all those that have inspired me to write and look at things differently. I know i am not doing an excellent job. But i shall keep on writing, till one day i inspire someone to write :). Hope i do someday. Cheers! And Happy new year to one and all.

Me and my obsession for movies, books

2009-11-14T09:34:00.000-08:00

I love seeing movies. I can see any no of movies in a day. I can see any kind of a movie for that matter. When I see a normal movie that narrates things happening in a persons life, its like seeing someone’s life who is out there co-existing in this world. I don know how many of you feel the same way, but I find it very exciting. I am very emotional too. I feel happy when I see something nice and cry when things are very touching, example movies like “P.S. I Love You”. [ I know many of u think I am silly :P But still that’s how I am. My mind knows that it is not real, Yet my heart FEELS ] . When I see some movies like “Minority report” , “Matrix”, “Transformers”, “I Robot” I simply am dumbstruck. Definitely these movies are ideas of a human mind. That’s really awesome [ At least to me, because I ve never imagined anything even close to these !!!] . So i can at least SEE someone’s wild imagination. And I strongly believe that everything that we see has an impact in us. [ Maybe someday I will have a wild imagination too :P Sounds good na? ]. I even like seeing scary and thrilling movies. The thrill and the adrenaline rush of the artists, believe me I can almost feel it as if I am with them in the movie. [ I know that sounds weird, but for the short time I am watching a movie I get so involved and engrossed in it that I feel it. And I like it :) ]. So hats off to all the movie makers, u know they will never be at loss as long as people like me exist :P

Now coming to books. I love reading books too. Here is only a small change when compared to movies. I will have to imagine the scenes myself :) , and that is even more exciting. [You know ;) when u can imagine, the way u want it !]. Here again I can read any kind of book, with the only exception of certain books that are REAL bad. [ When I cannot read a book, it means the author is real bad at writing ! I say this because, even the books that my friends call boring, I can still read. ] “Books are man’s best friends” very true pal, I have never felt lonely so far. [ I have friends! So here I mean when they are not around]. I have had hard times, taking oaths not to start a new book when my univ exams are around or going on. I am that addicted to books! :).

So there ends my blog about my two big obsessions :). For me, every movie maker/ author who has created something that impresses me are HEROES and HEROINES. Bingo !! I would like to be a HEROINE (In this context) too, to someone. Let’s see !

?*!$&@!?

2009-10-15T10:59:00.000-07:00

Well i don think this is apt for a first post in a blog. But still i am writing it, because there is nothing wrong in doing wat i feel like doing. I am living this life just aimlessly. Doing watever comes my way. I studied well because it felt good to be a good Student (Not exactly the topper) but just below that. I put it that way because all through my life, if i had a target i always managed to be JUST below that. Well moving my target higher got me STILL just below it. So never really achieved a target :P. No one is to blame for tht, bcoz i have never felt that i should stop doing things i enjoy, in order to be the topper. I am really happy being me. So i am now where my score has placed me,working in a renowned company which has 100,000 employees. And i am just one in a 100,000. Life is not really boring, but its not real interseting as well. I am tired of just meeting expectations and at times getting a pat on the back. There is more to life. I want to make a difference. Believe me i really want to. Problem is i am not able to figure out what i really want to do. Every night and day passes by and i am still thinking wat i should be doing to make the difference. ?*!$&@!? Well thats me :)