Saturday, November 14, 2009

Me and my obsession for movies, books

I love seeing movies. I can see any no of movies in a day. I can see any kind of a movie for that matter. When I see a normal movie that narrates things happening in a persons life, its like seeing someone’s life who is out there co-existing in this world. I don know how many of you feel the same way, but I find it very exciting. I am very emotional too. I feel happy when I see something nice and cry when things are very touching, example movies like “P.S. I Love You”. [ I know many of u think I am silly :P But still that’s how I am. My mind knows that it is not real, Yet my heart FEELS ] . When I see some movies like “Minority report” , “Matrix”, “Transformers”, “I Robot” I simply am dumbstruck. Definitely these movies are ideas of a human mind. That’s really awesome [ At least to me, because I ve never imagined anything even close to these !!!] . So i can at least SEE someone’s wild imagination. And I strongly believe that everything that we see has an impact in us. [ Maybe someday I will have a wild imagination too :P Sounds good na? ]. I even like seeing scary and thrilling movies. The thrill and the adrenaline rush of the artists, believe me I can almost feel it as if I am with them in the movie. [ I know that sounds weird, but for the short time I am watching a movie I get so involved and engrossed in it that I feel it. And I like it :) ]. So hats off to all the movie makers, u know they will never be at loss as long as people like me exist :P

Now coming to books. I love reading books too. Here is only a small change when compared to movies. I will have to imagine the scenes myself :) , and that is even more exciting. [You know ;) when u can imagine, the way u want it !]. Here again I can read any kind of book, with the only exception of certain books that are REAL bad. [ When I cannot read a book, it means the author is real bad at writing ! I say this because, even the books that my friends call boring, I can still read. ] “Books are man’s best friends” very true pal, I have never felt lonely so far. [ I have friends! So here I mean when they are not around]. I have had hard times, taking oaths not to start a new book when my univ exams are around or going on. I am that addicted to books! :).

So there ends my blog about my two big obsessions :). For me, every movie maker/ author who has created something that impresses me are HEROES and HEROINES. Bingo !! I would like to be a HEROINE (In this context) too, to someone. Let’s see !

Thursday, October 15, 2009

?*!$&@!?

Well i don think this is apt for a first post in a blog. But still i am writing it, because there is nothing wrong in doing wat i feel like doing. I am living this life just aimlessly. Doing watever comes my way. I studied well because it felt good to be a good Student (Not exactly the topper) but just below that. I put it that way because all through my life, if i had a target i always managed to be JUST below that. Well moving my target higher got me STILL just below it. So never really achieved a target :P. No one is to blame for tht, bcoz i have never felt that i should stop doing things i enjoy, in order to be the topper. I am really happy being me. So i am now where my score has placed me,working in a renowned company which has 100,000 employees. And i am just one in a 100,000. Life is not really boring, but its not real interseting as well. I am tired of just meeting expectations and at times getting a pat on the back. There is more to life. I want to make a difference. Believe me i really want to. Problem is i am not able to figure out what i really want to do. Every night and day passes by and i am still thinking wat i should be doing to make the difference. ?*!$&@!? Well thats me :)